ext_79974 ([identity profile] rabies.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] trans2002-06-14 10:43 am

Hello

I found this through [livejournal.com profile] kosseferal from a comment left on my journal. I joined this because... well.... where do I start.

I'm female, bi, and other than occasionally trying to pull off the androgony thing... I've got this "strange" (their word, not mine) attraction to drag queens and trannys.

I've always wanted to date one, I've had numerous fantasys about it, not in a voyeristic - hey that would be cool cause it's different - sort of way, but in an honest, I'd really like to sort of way... (look at me, justifying myself...) I think they're absolutely beautiful, and honestly, the best of both worlds. I've voiced this on a couple of occasions, those that I've said it too laughing and blowing it off as a joke or me "just saying it" to get a reaction.

Well, now I've got this chance. There's this girl that I have had a crush on for 6 months, I've recently started to really talk to her, and now tomorrow I think I have the nerve to ask her out. I've been told on several occasions that she dates girls who she sees as particularly special.

As you may or may not have guessed by now, she is a tranny. And she's absolutely beautiful.

I'm really really nervous about asking her out, as I am generally shy, and I'm afraid of what she might say...

Does anyone out there have anything that might help me out?