https://nyxpiper.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] nyxpiper.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] trans2010-01-17 08:38 pm

so stressed

i havent wanted to cut this badly in years.
i dont even know what is stressing me out this badly...
yesterday i cried in the bathroom at work three times
today i avoided the bathrooms but when i did go i was able to stop myself.
it is a good thing i cant find my knife.
natalie