trans | DIY Hormones/ Premarin

Does anybody have any insight in the direction of self-medicating on hormones? Being 6ft 145 lbs, with no history of alcohol use and only recreational marijuana use. Aside from that, I do not take any pills or medications. Thoughts? A friend of similar stature had suggested 8mgs a day as well as concurrent use of spiro.

I've been considering hormones for quite some time, and now I am serious about starting. I've been introduced to inhousepharmacy.com, and the opportunity to take hormones seems so much more possible.

I do however want to be prudent; while I have tried being patient with my current counselor, I have gotten the general impression that this person will not consider aiding me in taking hormones, so I have decided that I need to take this into my own hands. I am, however, wary of doing so as I have little experience with any medication, ergo the idea of self-evaluating myself and my need for different types and quantities of hormones is quite daunting, especially when liver damage is being risked.

Also, I was recommended Premarin; and well, the thought of taking such potent hormones extracted from mares is visually quite compelling.I want to purge myself of the toxic T which has polluted my body to the point of masculine appearance, and get on the most effective feminizing force available. Even if it means expending more money, which i barely have.

Any insight is welcome. Thanks