trans | Shooting Star!

Did anyone else have days where all they could think about was dreaming about one day transitioning and hoping it would be someday soon.... I had one of those days today. Unfortantly they always seem to get me down. And no matter what im doing its always there on my mind. On top of it I got the worst head ache today too. The kind that just throbs in your head but its not quite Migrane painful. Well anyways A few tylanol and advil wont get rid of this head ache or even take the edge off it today and im trying to get some sleep and its just not working. Im still "dreaming" and tossing and turning and I get this strange idea that maybe I need to go running. Maybe this is me telling myself that I need some exercise. I get up get dressed and walk out my back yard and head around front to the street. Its a beautiful night! Theres a nice cool breeze the air is fresh and crisp and I start to look up to look at the stars since the night sky is crystal clear. My eyes wander up just over the line of houses and right out of the night sky comes a brilliant flash of light in a straight line across the sky. It only lasts a second but it burned a picture in my mind that I wont soon forget. Here I am down and depressed with a head ache and somehow I get to see a shooting star! And suddenly I get to feeling everything is gonna be alright!