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trans2014-11-20 08:33 pm
thegrandefacade.livejournal.com) wrote in trans2014-11-20 08:33 pm
Are there answers for me?
Very new here, and in the whole search for answers all together.
45yr old bio-female. Have lived my life as a bi woman and mostly on the straight side after marriage and kids (for reasons mainly due to ex/kids). Feminine in outward appearance. But the kicker is I have always wanted to be male. I have always felt that what I do is play a part. I play it well. I've got decades of experience.
So now I've reached an age and stage in life where my responsibilities to others and their expectations of me are no longer such a big factor. I have looked into transitioning many times throughout my life, but now seems the time where it could actually be possible.
But finding answers or even someone who's been there, done that at my age, and who went from a feminine persona to assuming their male form is proving VERY difficult. Is there anyone out there that can help? I've lived as a woman for so long, and I have so many questions on transitioning after having built such a solid female persona.
45yr old bio-female. Have lived my life as a bi woman and mostly on the straight side after marriage and kids (for reasons mainly due to ex/kids). Feminine in outward appearance. But the kicker is I have always wanted to be male. I have always felt that what I do is play a part. I play it well. I've got decades of experience.
So now I've reached an age and stage in life where my responsibilities to others and their expectations of me are no longer such a big factor. I have looked into transitioning many times throughout my life, but now seems the time where it could actually be possible.
But finding answers or even someone who's been there, done that at my age, and who went from a feminine persona to assuming their male form is proving VERY difficult. Is there anyone out there that can help? I've lived as a woman for so long, and I have so many questions on transitioning after having built such a solid female persona.