trans | tg dream

last night i dreamt i had breasts. at the beginning of the dream i had small breasts, that didn't fit my body. like little balls of clay had been dropped off a table (think small fist size). later in the dream they were larger. i remember they were heavy when i ran or moved around. i also remember my nipples were sticking out, and i was embarrassed. i knew people were noticing but i tried to not look at anyone. i also remember i was trying to evade some people, i was in some kind of corporate building. the clearest memory i had was holding my arms across my breasts trying to hide them (failing) and hurrying to an elevator. i remember how they weighed on my shoulders, how soft they were. i seem to remember business men, especially one fat one. i don't remember what sex i was, though i suspect i was still male, hence the fear. i also know i wasn't wearing a bra. i remember being afraid. i didn't even have time to feel happy, to enjoy my physical femininity.
*sigh*