trans | (no subject)

Okay, so I went to

gsa_lj(great community btw) and got directed here! I'm questioning if I'm transexual.

Am I a transexual? Labels aren't all that important to me, but I really don't fit into anything that I can think of. Let's go over what we know:

a)I don't like girls. Sure, I think some girls are pretty, just like I think some waterfalls are pretty, or just like some cats are pretty. I wouldn't want to have sex with any of them, though(except the waterfall!).

b)I'm attracted to guys.

c)I don't want to have anal intercourse with another male. Ever. Period. It's just not my thing. There's nothing wrong with it, but isn't the whole point to enjoy it? I wouldn't enjoy it.

d)In every sex dream I've had, I've been a woman and my partner has been a male, and we've had heterosexual stuff happen.

e)Once, I woke up trying to finger myself where my vagina would be if I had one.

f)I often fantasize about being a female, and think that if I was a female, my life would be so great and I'd be really happy.

Also, I've seen people label themselves as transexual, MTF, FTM, etc, but I don't know why. I'd label myself transexual now(if I was sure that I was), but after I got the operation, I'd label myself a heterosexual woman. I mean, isn't that the whole point? I'm not condemning or anything, I'm just curious. Thanks!