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This is REALLY hard for me to write, even if I've never spoken to you
before. I'm 14,girl, I've never gone out with anyone, never kissed
anyone,nothing. People ask quesitons, simply tell them I don't like
people.
But I do. Every boy I seem to be attracted to is gay, so that's out of
the picture. I seem to be attracted to girly people & crossdressers.
People just think it's a weird hobby, but I feel it's much more. Its
killing me, everyone i am attracted to hates girls. Well not hates but
yeh.. . I so desperatly want to be with someone. I don't really know
if I'm bi or what. Because yes, I am attracted to girly people. Urg,
I'm repeating myself. I'm just so confused, ontop of this. I wish I
was a boy, not just the "hm.. i wonder what it would be like", but I
really REALLY want to know. But I love wearing skirts & frilly things
ect.. . .I'm just so confused. >_
before. I'm 14,girl, I've never gone out with anyone, never kissed
anyone,nothing. People ask quesitons, simply tell them I don't like
people.
But I do. Every boy I seem to be attracted to is gay, so that's out of
the picture. I seem to be attracted to girly people & crossdressers.
People just think it's a weird hobby, but I feel it's much more. Its
killing me, everyone i am attracted to hates girls. Well not hates but
yeh.. . I so desperatly want to be with someone. I don't really know
if I'm bi or what. Because yes, I am attracted to girly people. Urg,
I'm repeating myself. I'm just so confused, ontop of this. I wish I
was a boy, not just the "hm.. i wonder what it would be like", but I
really REALLY want to know. But I love wearing skirts & frilly things
ect.. . .I'm just so confused. >_