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awanderingsoul.livejournal.com) wrote in trans2005-06-15 01:16 am
Help? Please
Forgive me if posting here like this is totally inappropriate.
I've been a member of this community for a little while and read many (and varied) supportive and helpful postings.....so, I feel comfortable posting here. (If it's not appropriate, by all means cut this.)
In a nutshell...I'm scared....VERY scared...of a number of things. I won't list them all here....but if you want to know just read my journal...I talk about them in there quite extensively.
The pertinant fears to this community....are fear of knowing if you're doing the right thing....if I truely am who I feel that I am.....how do I go farther......what if I end up alone (that's a huge problem for me)
I feel so lost and lonely right now (not meaning to whine, just trying to give an accurate summation of what's going through my mind at the moment).....I have some friends who are truely supportive of me...but it doesn't feel like enough...for I don't want to become a burden on them.....and emotionally, I've been sinking into deeper and darker regions that I never wanted to go to.
I guess....I shouldn't even be writing this here....but I just...I'm scared....and needed to reach out to someone......help....please :(
I've been a member of this community for a little while and read many (and varied) supportive and helpful postings.....so, I feel comfortable posting here. (If it's not appropriate, by all means cut this.)
In a nutshell...I'm scared....VERY scared...of a number of things. I won't list them all here....but if you want to know just read my journal...I talk about them in there quite extensively.
The pertinant fears to this community....are fear of knowing if you're doing the right thing....if I truely am who I feel that I am.....how do I go farther......what if I end up alone (that's a huge problem for me)
I feel so lost and lonely right now (not meaning to whine, just trying to give an accurate summation of what's going through my mind at the moment).....I have some friends who are truely supportive of me...but it doesn't feel like enough...for I don't want to become a burden on them.....and emotionally, I've been sinking into deeper and darker regions that I never wanted to go to.
I guess....I shouldn't even be writing this here....but I just...I'm scared....and needed to reach out to someone......help....please :(