ext_231172 (
ottermama.livejournal.com) wrote in
trans2005-10-12 02:30 pm
I must have a lot on my mind.
I had a weird dream last night, in which my grandmother, of all people, was trying to figure out what it meant to be two sexes and two genders at the same time... So she got a counselor to come over to the house to talk to me and her, and we were talking about gender and sex personal identification, and names and transitions and stuff... it was actually kinda creepy to see my grandmother talking like that... she's one of the most conservative members of my family. She's certainly not one I'd expect to have such a conversation with, especially as she thinks I'm just a "normal" guy for the most part, and has no idea about my gender and sex.
Usually dreams like this happen when something is about to change in my life. What is about to change, I'm not sure. I'm trying to figure this one out, but I'm not sure what to make of it. One thing for sure, it was a very surreal experience, and I do indeed have a lot of other day to day things on my mind. Nothing really big, but ah well. It's still weird.