trans | newb here

Hi, I'm new. I've recently discovered myself as TG. I've always known it, but never made the connection. I've always loved the female form and on occasion would secretly play 'dressup'. I always felt so guilty and perverted. Since I met my lovely wife, I've been slowly discovering myself. I've even given myself a name, set up email accounts for myself and signed up for a few aim accounts. Since my awakening a couple months ago, not a day has gone by where I haven't dressed myself femme. Of course I still wear boy clothes to work and when I go out, but as soon as I get home, I change into something more comfortable. I feel very fortunate. My wife is very supportive and even excited at times. My femme wardrobe is actually now larger and more diverse than my boy wardrobe. And it's a hell of a lot cuter too. Funny thing is, I've always HATED shopping for clothes. Now, I cant wait to go shopping for myself. I think I finally understand why/how women buy so many clothes all the time! I've always looked butch IMHO, but i've often been told how 'pretty' I am. And yes, people have used 'pretty' to describe my boy identity. I don't see it, I have a very masculine chin and jaw, but I think my eyes and cheek bones make up for it. I also have a very sturdy frame. I've been given the pseudonym 'polar bear' in martial arts classes in reference to my physique.
So, today I decided to find a group of people with whom I can talk about TG related things. My wife recommended this LJ community, so I joined. I'm excited to meet everyone!