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radhika1.livejournal.com) wrote in trans2006-04-07 01:07 pm
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Hi. I’m facing one strange problem which has started bugging me.
People around me can’t stop wondering why I am not happy. Everyone just giving the advice to be happy. It’s not that I’m unhappy but I’m reserved and don’t talk much. I mean I’m not one like usual girls. How can I be. I’m not even a girl inside. I’m living with my disorder which no one gets to know. People assuming I’m having some depression. And to some who I told my problem, says that whatever trouble you have inside. Forget it and when you are interacting with people, just keep it aside. Be like other normal people. People shouldn’t know that you have some problem. Well, I can act it out. But it will be nothing but deception and hard to do at the same time. Because of my biological sex I mostly get the company of girls and women while I don’t quite find myself fit in it. Besides I’m more talkative with the few of people who I gel with. Not everyone. Is there any advice that you can give me? I wonder if anyone else also face this or maybe you get your right company in which you are comfortable.
People around me can’t stop wondering why I am not happy. Everyone just giving the advice to be happy. It’s not that I’m unhappy but I’m reserved and don’t talk much. I mean I’m not one like usual girls. How can I be. I’m not even a girl inside. I’m living with my disorder which no one gets to know. People assuming I’m having some depression. And to some who I told my problem, says that whatever trouble you have inside. Forget it and when you are interacting with people, just keep it aside. Be like other normal people. People shouldn’t know that you have some problem. Well, I can act it out. But it will be nothing but deception and hard to do at the same time. Because of my biological sex I mostly get the company of girls and women while I don’t quite find myself fit in it. Besides I’m more talkative with the few of people who I gel with. Not everyone. Is there any advice that you can give me? I wonder if anyone else also face this or maybe you get your right company in which you are comfortable.