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trans2006-12-08 11:17 pm
velvetlament.livejournal.com) wrote in trans2006-12-08 11:17 pm
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Okay so I've been on 'mones for quite awhile now and things are coming along swimmingly and continue to get better, for the most part anyway. Right now I'm a little bigger than an A cup, and while rolling around in bed one night trying to find a comfortable position to lay I noticed a lump on my right breast. Needless to say I really didnt get a whole lot of sleep that night and spazzed out for hours.
Now I dont have a PCP or any medical professional I go to regularly to check it out and cant afford it at the moment. The first thing I thought was possibly breast cancer and stewed in how fucking ridiculously insane it would be if that is the case. Then I thought about how the lump I feel is exactly the same as the way the developing tissue feels directly behind my nipple except this is it's own autonomous little entity. None the less I'm a little worried but in no position currently to talk to a physician(ironic 'cause I work in the field, just currently not out yet).
Now I dont have a PCP or any medical professional I go to regularly to check it out and cant afford it at the moment. The first thing I thought was possibly breast cancer and stewed in how fucking ridiculously insane it would be if that is the case. Then I thought about how the lump I feel is exactly the same as the way the developing tissue feels directly behind my nipple except this is it's own autonomous little entity. None the less I'm a little worried but in no position currently to talk to a physician(ironic 'cause I work in the field, just currently not out yet).