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trans2003-08-23 06:52 pm
nekomimilian.livejournal.com) wrote in trans2003-08-23 06:52 pm
Short rope
Well, I've given it a week as so I don't do anything really dumb...
My mother raided my room a week ago and left a little blackmail note saying she wants 250$ every month, cleverly disguised as a "pay rent now" note. Keep in mind that's she's threatened to bill me 50$ a week for the shower, and 100$ for the car insurance... she's trying to get me to leave in a very rude manner.
I would have considered it... had she not gone through my room. No, now I don't know what's she has seen or read, and haven't even seen her since the sunday before. I'm totally desparate to leave, but I have a new job that I'm not through the propation period yet, so I'm really really stuck as to wether I move out now, and risk losing the job, or stay here and have that ill feeling of trouble.
To boot, the girl I felt really attracted to basically said that she doesn't like me "that way" because she sees me not as I see myself.
So I don't know what to do... so I have had a lot of things all hit the fan at once and don't know where to pick up the pieces. No I don't have anyone I could live with.
My mother raided my room a week ago and left a little blackmail note saying she wants 250$ every month, cleverly disguised as a "pay rent now" note. Keep in mind that's she's threatened to bill me 50$ a week for the shower, and 100$ for the car insurance... she's trying to get me to leave in a very rude manner.
I would have considered it... had she not gone through my room. No, now I don't know what's she has seen or read, and haven't even seen her since the sunday before. I'm totally desparate to leave, but I have a new job that I'm not through the propation period yet, so I'm really really stuck as to wether I move out now, and risk losing the job, or stay here and have that ill feeling of trouble.
To boot, the girl I felt really attracted to basically said that she doesn't like me "that way" because she sees me not as I see myself.
So I don't know what to do... so I have had a lot of things all hit the fan at once and don't know where to pick up the pieces. No I don't have anyone I could live with.