trans | WE ARE THE GENDER X!

Gender X

I was five years old
when i was told,
to form into two lines.
Boys verses girls.
well, my best friend was a girl at the time,
so i jumped in line
with her;
the teacher came over and told me that i didnt belong here,
so out of fear,
i removed my self from the line.
to only find
that i belong
there
all along.

and i am not a boy!
and i refuse to recognize if you address me as one.
how can i be something that i never was?
Nor am i girl,
for i never was, and never will be one,
in your tearms.
so what am i?
i am:
a queer,
a genderqueer,
a genderfuck
a gender-terrorist.
a gypsy, hippie,
a female folk singer.

a genderless gender,
a freak of nature,
a freak.

I am Gender X.
I am a variable,
I am interchangeable.
replace me with:
Numbers,
letters,
names,
faces.
dates,
times,
and addresses.
cock, cunt, and tits.
i am all of this,
for i am fluid
and ever changing.

for they have made me feel like a freak
through the entirety of my life,
but soon us freaks
will finally unite!

and our name will be Gender X.

I find no place in my college applications to place what I am.
on my driver's license there is only an F or an M.
and the doctor,
when i was born,
got to choose who i am.
and when i try to fix the mistake, they tell me i am wrong!
Every one says i can't be a girl because i "Got a Dick"
but so do the intersex
what about them?
you sow up their cunts,
and call them men.

YOU!
NOT THEM!
YOU call them MEN!

And you do this so you can feel safe,
like a real man, women,
you have you fixed masculineity, and femininty.
not us,
you leave us to rot!
well ive had enought!
WE MUST MAKE THIS STOP!

Don't place gender on us who dont want one!
and dont INVITE yourself into what's between my legs.
Don't address me and Sir or Ma'am,
Address me by my name...

Our Name Is Gender X.

XOXO
Vanessa Marie, Proud Trans-girl/Trisexual!