WE ARE THE GENDER X!

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Gender X

I was five years old
when i was told,
to form into two lines.
Boys verses girls.
well, my best friend was a girl at the time,
so i jumped in line
with her;
the teacher came over and told me that i didnt belong here,
so out of fear,
i removed my self from the line.
to only find
that i belong
there
all along.

and i am not a boy!
and i refuse to recognize if you address me as one.
how can i be something that i never was?
Nor am i girl,
for i never was, and never will be one,
in your tearms.
so what am i?
i am:
a queer,
a genderqueer,
a genderfuck
a gender-terrorist.
a gypsy, hippie,
a female folk singer.

a genderless gender,
a freak of nature,
a freak.

I am Gender X.
I am a variable,
I am interchangeable.
replace me with:
Numbers,
letters,
names,
faces.
dates,
times,
and addresses.
cock, cunt, and tits.
i am all of this,
for i am fluid
and ever changing.

for they have made me feel like a freak
through the entirety of my life,
but soon us freaks
will finally unite!

and our name will be Gender X.

I find no place in my college applications to place what I am.
on my driver's license there is only an F or an M.
and the doctor,
when i was born,
got to choose who i am.
and when i try to fix the mistake, they tell me i am wrong!
Every one says i can't be a girl because i "Got a Dick"
but so do the intersex
what about them?
you sow up their cunts,
and call them men.

YOU!
NOT THEM!
YOU call them MEN!

And you do this so you can feel safe,
like a real man, women,
you have you fixed masculineity, and femininty.
not us,
you leave us to rot!
well ive had enought!
WE MUST MAKE THIS STOP!

Don't place gender on us who dont want one!
and dont INVITE yourself into what's between my legs.
Don't address me and Sir or Ma'am,
Address me by my name...

Our Name Is Gender X.



XOXO
Vanessa Marie, Proud Trans-girl/Trisexual!

hi

[justcallmejay2.livejournal.com]

i just joined this group. thought i would say hey. i am chris, 24 from ohio. i also had a question does anyone know of any doctors in ohio that would work with trans guys and maybe administer testosterone without having to go thru tons of therapy (i cant afford). i know some pople get it done, i was just wondering if anyone knows anyone. and also can you maybe see a doctor in another area and get T that way? or is that not possible? just wondering. cuz i would appreciate email address or phone numbers for any docs in ohio and maybe even indiana, pennsylvania, michigan. thanks!

Portia WHO??

[softshadow.livejournal.com]

Hi all!

Portia? That'd be me. Who am I? Polygendered M2F. Live in the UK. Polyamorous - married, but have a truly wonderful girlfriend as well, my darling mistress_true . Both are aware that I am poly/transgendered, although my wife isn't aware how deeply it runs with me yet. She is supportive but is confused by it all, as I am to some extent.

I am also generally speaking sub, and am happy to be so.

I'm glad to be here:D

Portia
xxx

any guide anyone?

[hasheffield.livejournal.com]

hi!!
I just knew that I'm going to see a phychiatrist this friday and I'm excited but also nervous about it. Anyone know any preparation before seeing the phychiatrist? I know this would be like a silly question but I need some support from anyone.:||))

Good news : Two days ago I talked to my mom about this whole thing, this gender thingy and also about going for transition. I've tried talking to her for the past few years but unfortunately it didn't reallywork out well, we ended up fighting and arguing. Now things are working! hurray! i think my mom doesn't know much about this gender thing so I'm also helping her out . So I also wanna say thanks a lot to everyone here for all the information. especially to michael :) I think she understands me now. I'm soooo relieved!!!

I'm still nervous meeting the phychiatrist........... oh gosh oh gosh..