http://tgirlvalentine.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] tgirlvalentine.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] trans2006-07-09 02:50 pm

Last night, i had a dream...

...no i didnt' find myself in a desert caled cyber land (*sings* I'm forbiden, to produce, milk! in cyber land they only drink, diet coke!). but i did have a dream. A strange dream. About transition. I've never dreamt about transition before. And that was teh sole topic of hte dream. My dreams are almost never so blunt! LOL

the dream started in a group therapy session...yet the room has a vague car shapish to it...like being inside a car...I think. Anyway, there was this packet of paper that we were all workin on, and the first sheet (which was a probably 4x11) we were supposed to write our name and then a picture of what we wanted to be (ourselves as a man/woman) and i laughed to the girl/boy (dont remember his/her gender though when telling the dream so far i've given female pronouns) and said i was going to draw myself as a stick figure! The only other part of the dream i remember is talking to the therapist (a woman i know who is a therapist, but not mine...but someone i've talked to and has given me insights not as a therapist really, but just as a person) and going over the sheets, and there were a bunch of questions i just missed. There was one though, and it was something like "when are you goign full time" and i said/wrote 'by my birthday"


May not seem much, but it seems rather erie to me =0) but also kind of an affirmation as well. Anyway, i'm going back to work...blah. Just thought i'd share while i still remembered!

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