trans | (no subject)

Does anyone here or does anyone here know of an FTM(pre-op of course) who had a child the natural way and then successfully transitioned or has started transition? Being male and being a parent are two things I've always wanted since a very young age. I was just wondering about adjustments. And also childcare during surgery recoop. And general feelings while pregnant, during birth, and after. If there's a website or a blog that would be super cool.