i want to be writing about graduation and happy things like that, but all i have to say right now is

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..i wonder if i can ever be in a relationship with a straight, biological guy.

Could he ever respect me the way a female-born person could? Would he ever try to understand my gender identity the way I did when I started dating a trans person?

But most of all....would he ever stick up for me in front of his friend?