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transLet me ask you all something...
I've been on T now a bit more than 10 months. I seem to be passing very consistently now even when I look in the mirror and see omg hair that needs cutting, making me look feminine, still people are seeing a man. Everyone calls me sir. No one seems to think twice about it. I'm not sure if my voice is screwing it up, but I do worry a bit. And that's the question, does the worry go away eventually? I'm very nervous like at any moment people are going to be seeing me as female, thinking they initially made a mistake. That happened to me once in august and I've been *really* anxious about it ever since. I was always anxious about it, but that incident just made it worse. So, if it went away for you, how long did it take? Are you still experiencing it? Is it less than it was in the past? I'm really wondering because it's probably the most bothersome thing for me right now and it's all in my own mind.
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I've been on T now a bit more than 10 months. I seem to be passing very consistently now even when I look in the mirror and see omg hair that needs cutting, making me look feminine, still people are seeing a man. Everyone calls me sir. No one seems to think twice about it. I'm not sure if my voice is screwing it up, but I do worry a bit. And that's the question, does the worry go away eventually? I'm very nervous like at any moment people are going to be seeing me as female, thinking they initially made a mistake. That happened to me once in august and I've been *really* anxious about it ever since. I was always anxious about it, but that incident just made it worse. So, if it went away for you, how long did it take? Are you still experiencing it? Is it less than it was in the past? I'm really wondering because it's probably the most bothersome thing for me right now and it's all in my own mind.
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