The Never Ending Hurt

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The Never Ending Hurt
Today I lost someone special
Someone who did not understand my pain
Someone I do not know how to communicate to

I hope my friend is not gone
I hope my friend did not leave me
I love my friends, this one was unique
I love everyone, this one I loved as my gem
But why do they leave me
Why do they cause me so much pain?
I feel exhausted from everything
I feel something grow inside me
Something evil something cold
Something that would take my life away
Something that will stop me
From the Girl I meant to be
It is taking my friends away
Its eating holes in me, its a savage
It is my never-ending hurt.