Tierd and fed up with life

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Life is not worth livingShalom there
I am tierd and fed up with life, today i went to the
home affairs to change my ID document, and waited the
whole day in a que , my back is aching as it was
borken 3 years ago, I waited the whole day in the que,
and when the que finaly reached me they told me they
are closing, i was angry and depressed at the same
time , pluss i was in 2 road accedents on the way back
from the home affairs... the first a car hit me from
the side i found myself flung into the air , but
running in the air and looked down , the car was
riding over my bike while i was in the air looking
down, and then i fell on the ground on my feet..
and lucky my bike is damaged and buckeled but still
ridable ..
the second time a car road into me from behind , where
the bike shot to the side and felt myelf roll over in
the air over the car and landed on my feet again...
and picked up the bike which is now wobbely and fucked
and rode home again with just one scratch on my leg,I
know it sounds crazy, i knew what exactly what to do ,
how to controle my fall etc etc.... pluss i blew up
all the bulbs in the street lights when i shouted at
the driver for driving into me from behind .. he said
he was on the phone and did not see me..

It all sounds like a story and none of you belive me
unl;ess you where there.. you would.. I am just very
tierd , worn out and my back is aching like hell..
wish i did die
Danielle
Life is not worth living