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transok i have a question. i've been battleing the feminine feelings of gender dysphoria my whole life which im sure is a pretty typical story around here. i asking a teacher in preschool to help me put on a dress. i cross dressed in my teenage years as well, felt guilty and threw it all away. the thing is im a fairly attractive guy and perhaps if i was 14 again and knew what i was i would have undergone the transformation but im not going to now at 26.
i guess you could call me a low intensity transsexual, my dysphoria fluxuates on a daily to weekly basis, ill feel feminine and then masculine and then inbetween etc. im wondering how much of it may be due to a hormonal imbalance. i had the bitchtits thing when i was a teenager which makes me wonder how linked the feeling is to hormones.
now what im asking is bound to make some people upset with me. is there anything i could take hormone wise such as testoserone supplements to shift me more towards the masculine side? as of this moment i can feel myself more towards the masculine side of things but just yesterday i was feeling very feminine and shaved my arms much to the dismay of my girlfriend.
i love sunning myself and i really want to shave my legs. those are the things id like to indulge in as well as collect every hello kitty thing under the sun. i dont want to give up how good i look as a guy to get stuck in a middle ground or be upset when im feeling strongly masculine.
suggestions?
i guess you could call me a low intensity transsexual, my dysphoria fluxuates on a daily to weekly basis, ill feel feminine and then masculine and then inbetween etc. im wondering how much of it may be due to a hormonal imbalance. i had the bitchtits thing when i was a teenager which makes me wonder how linked the feeling is to hormones.
now what im asking is bound to make some people upset with me. is there anything i could take hormone wise such as testoserone supplements to shift me more towards the masculine side? as of this moment i can feel myself more towards the masculine side of things but just yesterday i was feeling very feminine and shaved my arms much to the dismay of my girlfriend.
i love sunning myself and i really want to shave my legs. those are the things id like to indulge in as well as collect every hello kitty thing under the sun. i dont want to give up how good i look as a guy to get stuck in a middle ground or be upset when im feeling strongly masculine.
suggestions?