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[gal-with-a-gun.livejournal.com]

Boy do I need some advice?, It seems that my hormones are destroying my relationship as my bf must endure my wild irrational mood changes and paranoid over the top reactions to daily situations. I'm quite sure that hormones are involved and bf says that my behavour is like his gg exes when they had pms...only In my case its 24/7. In order to create more harmony between us I must now consider altering my hormones which scares me a little because ive heard how awful it is to stop taking what your body becomes used to...and I have to weigh up the pysical benefits of the higher dose I currently take (50 micro ethinylestradiol) versus the emotional stability that a dose such as (premarin 0.625) may offer.....not sure what to do...guess i'm just scared that messing with my dose is gonna mess with my head but I ultimately dont wanna loose my boy...what should I expect from a change of hormones? Are mood swings and emotional upsets a common side effect from our medication?....seems like with regards to being TG your damned if you do, damned if you don't....Shannon xxx