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transIt's been almost a month since I last saw my counsellor - the one I've been going to for 2.5 years now. I just got the call that my next appointment is Wednesday. At the very end of our last session I finally blurted out that I suspected a source for much of my aggression is my unhappiness with my body. She said we'd talk.
I haven't said anything in all this time to anyone about how I feel, and now it comes down to it, I don't know what to say. What am I going to tell her? Among all the other things I've told her about, I haven't told her the one thing I wanted to talk about in the first place.
I know, it's stupid, she's my counsellor and I should know how to talk to her by now, but I'm really nervous. I don't want her to over-analyze me, but I don't want to be blown off either.
In other news, a friend of one of my brothers told me there's some other bi ftm girl out there in the main school who wants to meet me. Finally! Live support!
I haven't said anything in all this time to anyone about how I feel, and now it comes down to it, I don't know what to say. What am I going to tell her? Among all the other things I've told her about, I haven't told her the one thing I wanted to talk about in the first place.
I know, it's stupid, she's my counsellor and I should know how to talk to her by now, but I'm really nervous. I don't want her to over-analyze me, but I don't want to be blown off either.
In other news, a friend of one of my brothers told me there's some other bi ftm girl out there in the main school who wants to meet me. Finally! Live support!
