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[eastyn.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry I'm being sucha post whore, and taking up all your time.

thank you to all of you who've been kind enough to offer your words and advice.

So.. with a lot of sucking it up, I've decided to make an appointment with my gyno and get a test and all that jazz for lackag of the period.


What is my doctor going to do to me for my exam? I'm terrified of the thought of having anything.. inserted. Being a full virgin and everything.. I just hate that area with everything I am and I'm deathly scared of what's going to happen.

What's the process of a gyno exam? What will he do? What will I have to do?

Any reassurance would be great. Because this is just totally denouncing my manhood as it is, and I'm so nervous and scared and paranoid about it all. I do not ever want to be touched there. Only by myself and that's only to wash in the shower in the dark. I refuse to look at my naked body, hence the dark showers.


I'm sorry for bothering you all. I'm just an extremely wary and nervous transboy, who's going to have his first gyno appointment.


-Eastyn