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[eastyn.livejournal.com]

Hey there everyone!

It's been quite awhile since I've posted in here, but I really need some help/advice/opinion/whatever you can offer.

This is mainly for FTM individuals, and anything you can offer would be so greatly appreciated.



I'm seventeen, FTM, and porbably not going to do much in the ways of transition. Anyways.

The thing is, for the last few months, I've wanted a child. My own child. I badly want a baby. My own baby to love, care for, be with, raise, teach, nurture...

I know. I'm only seventeen years old. I know. But I cannot help but think about a baby of my own. Literally, biologically my own.

I know that I'm of child-bearing age and physicality and etc., and I know that it's natural for a female to think about children, because essentially, that's the goal of a human life. Pro-create and whathaveyou. And even though I am male minded, I am still female bodied, and I think that probably has something to do with it.

I've always had enough love in my life, it's not like I'm yearning for love. My parents are the most amazing people on this planet. I have a loving boyfriend, friends, family. I'm not lacking in love.

I just.. want a child of my own. I'm only seventeen, this is crazy.

I suppose, what I'm asking is, is this normal? Do other FTM's think this way? Should I try to brush it off?

Opinions, advice, experience??

-Eastyn