this is so hard to do!

[pkbarbiedoll.livejournal.com]

I'm writing The Letter to my fundamentalist Christian mother. Wording things in such a way that doesn't cause her to recoil from shock is sooo difficult. This is something I've needed to do for years now, but never found courage to do. I'm not sure I have the courage right now. I love her so very much despite our spiritual differences but I feel like I am writing my own ticket of disownment. I've hidden this from her for so long. She's going to disagree and will try and set me back on her idea of the 'right track' for me. I feel like whatever I write will be dismissed entirely.

Has anyone else here come out to fundy parents, as an adult?