o dear

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well to day was the 2nd day of my 2nd week back to college. i am rather enjoying it. its been 5 years sence high school. and i have been living full time for 3 years in nov. Well over the summer i desided to go back to school. great i thought all the people i went to high school with will be out of college and i should be fine. wrong to day was my 2nd time going to my phyco class. lol anywho well to day this girl stiting be hind me called me by my old name. I just sat there and did not turn then she ask whats your name. and touch my sholder. my cusin becky is in this class with me and i look over to her and then turned around. i reconized the girl but i did not know her name. she said whats your name. i look her right in the eyes and said Jaimie Borden , nice to meet you and yours. I was like going in to a panic attack but i held it together. with a straigt face. i did not hear her say her name. any who so i turned around. then the giggleing stated and i look over at becky and she was in like shock her self that i had played it off so well. hehe then a few mihns later she ask me where did u go to high school. well i was not about to say southern nash high. which i did not graduate from there. I got my ged in KC MO. so i looked her right back in the eyes and said North KC high. so i turned back around and looked at becky she was sittin there and she wrote me a note on my note book. She dont want the gay mafia on her ass. i smiled to her. its a family thing half the folks in our family are gay or bi. i am the special on thats TS. any who so out gay side of the family is the gay mafia. hehe just a family joke. its a hard thing to be confrunted and play it off like that person is wrong let me tall ya. i know i am not the first and i know i will not be the last in that situation. so good luck to ya hunnys bc u will need it.
hugs and love Jaimie B