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I know I've posted about this several times, but I don't have anywhere else to go about it. I'm sitting in my university's computer lab, and I'm really thinking that I'm going to start crying over everything, which is weird since I haven't cried since I was 8 years old (grew up with that whole stigma of boys aren't supposed to cry and so I taught myself not to.) I've been living full time for over a year now, with no T or anything. It's just gotten to where it's so hard I almost feel like completely giving up on everything if you guys get my drift.

I live in Nashville and I can't find a decent therapist to save my life. I've been to two and one screwed me and the other one I can't for the life of me keep contact with. I just feel like I can't do this anymore; I don't think it's asking for so much just to be normal. I'm trying so hard to still have hope after twenty phone calls and at least 6 e-mails desperately trying to just get an appointment..but to no avail. If anyone knows anyone in Tennessee around Nashville that can help me in any way possible, please tell me, otherwise I just might not be able to keep this up anymore.

(cross posted to ftm