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transWell i figure it's about time i did an acutal update on everything since i pretty much never do. Well to start i've noticed that it is getting harder and harder for me to pass as just a guy when i wear my normal jeans and a sweater. And when i put on something cute it's even harder. Although if someone stops and looks they can still see obvious things, such as facial hair shaddow (which i'm going to be taking care of this month because i'm going to schedual a couple of laser hair removal sessions), a male voice (another thing i will be working on this month and hopefully have a passable voice buy january *crosses fingers*) and my chin which i can tell will be my hardest feture to hide. >.< Well enough of the negatives i have notices several wonderful changes from the HRT. the firt and most obvious (to me anyways) is that my breasts are at a small A now which is very cool because it's only been 2 months which means i still should have a good amount of growing to do (Around a 34B would perfect), also it's offical my six pack abs are completely gone now, my skin is also clearing up dramatically with almost everyone noticing, My face is now a little rounder and more feminine, and i also no longer look quite as anerexic as i used to (granted this might now be from the hormones, this might be from Jen making me eat more :-p). So all and all the HRT is doing wonders for my although at the rate of change i'm not quite sure i'm going to do to try and hide al the changes during the Christmas parties because i already had to do the sports bra thing for Thanksgiving and with my breasts being sore from growing it wasn't ver comfortable.
Enough about the HRT... oh, i forgot, It's amazing what a new top can do to one's self asteam. Seriously i put the top on and looking in the wirror and for the first time ever in my life i thought i was cute!! =^_^=
Any ways back on track. if there is one. I've noticed my mom is becoming a lot more open to the fact tat i am Transgender which is great. She's not even bringing up the fact that i'm not going through a doctor a lot less. I think she is seeing how happy this is making me and she's definatally noticed how much kinder i have become. My dad on the other hand, i ca not read very well at all. I'm starting to think he's not to thrilled with it but efore i jumpt to any conclusions i think i'm going to talk to my mom about him. It just seems like whenever i come down starts in my Camisole he leaves the room and or doesn't talk a lot to me, now i don't know if it's a coinsidence ore what. Anyways i still need to sit down and talk with my mom anyways because i have a lot to talk about, there's thewhole fact about getting an endocronologist, changing my name to Lilly which i don't know how well will go over), starting laser hair removal, practicing my voice, going full time eventually and my dad's reaction to all of it.
Lets see what else has been going on... Oh yah i have been laying some pretty heavey seeds to some of my relitives about being transgender. which will make it a lot easier and a lot less of a surprise when i come out to them.
And the biggest news of all. Sakura-chan took me on my very first trip to Victoria Secret's yesterday and helped me pick out a bra and some cute underwear. It was great she led me around like i was her younger sister who just started pubrty explaining where everything was. I ended up getting a black Ipex bra, some cute but cut blue undies and a pair of grey shorts. And after putting on the bra i know why they are so expencive, they are soooo comfortable which is great but it sucks at the same time because now all i'll want to buy is Victoria Secrets. Yay for expencive habits!
So like the little link said TO MUCH INFORMATION BEYOND TIS POINT! So you've been warned!
Anyways when i started taking HRT my sex drive all but dissapeared which i didn't mind at all because it was more of an annoyance than anything good and orgasms were not worth it. At climax there is a little shot of plasure and it's very localized and ofer all very dissapointing. But over te last couple days i have started to get it back and one of the things about HRT is that after being on it for several months it changes how your body reacts to stimulations. And well last nigt i happened to feel espesially excited and let me just say... OMG!! =^_^=
Ok granted it does take a lot longer to get going than i used to but that is far from a problems and once the pleasure started, it would bild slow but surely and not just down there but now over my entire body with my whole body twitching and my nipples becoming vrey very sensitive. Granted i'm not sure if i truely climaxed but at the end, it wasn't just a shot and its over, i hit a peak and rolled with it for what seemed like a minute before starting to fall and if i kept up the stimulious it would shoot right back to the same peak. And then there was the after glow, i felt light as a feather and so at peace =i didn't want to do anything but lie there and be engulfed but my soft confudor.
Well that's about it i think, nothing else of any huge significance to report. well oter than i am currently downloading all the eisodes og Star Trek Voyager and The Pretender off bittorent because i can. I just remembered i finally started cleaning my room and i'm acutally getting close to making it a lot less cluttered, all i have left to remove is a mini fridge and huge collection of popular Science and Machanics magizines.
Love,
Lilly A. Noodle
=^_^=
Enough about the HRT... oh, i forgot, It's amazing what a new top can do to one's self asteam. Seriously i put the top on and looking in the wirror and for the first time ever in my life i thought i was cute!! =^_^=
Any ways back on track. if there is one. I've noticed my mom is becoming a lot more open to the fact tat i am Transgender which is great. She's not even bringing up the fact that i'm not going through a doctor a lot less. I think she is seeing how happy this is making me and she's definatally noticed how much kinder i have become. My dad on the other hand, i ca not read very well at all. I'm starting to think he's not to thrilled with it but efore i jumpt to any conclusions i think i'm going to talk to my mom about him. It just seems like whenever i come down starts in my Camisole he leaves the room and or doesn't talk a lot to me, now i don't know if it's a coinsidence ore what. Anyways i still need to sit down and talk with my mom anyways because i have a lot to talk about, there's thewhole fact about getting an endocronologist, changing my name to Lilly which i don't know how well will go over), starting laser hair removal, practicing my voice, going full time eventually and my dad's reaction to all of it.
Lets see what else has been going on... Oh yah i have been laying some pretty heavey seeds to some of my relitives about being transgender. which will make it a lot easier and a lot less of a surprise when i come out to them.
And the biggest news of all. Sakura-chan took me on my very first trip to Victoria Secret's yesterday and helped me pick out a bra and some cute underwear. It was great she led me around like i was her younger sister who just started pubrty explaining where everything was. I ended up getting a black Ipex bra, some cute but cut blue undies and a pair of grey shorts. And after putting on the bra i know why they are so expencive, they are soooo comfortable which is great but it sucks at the same time because now all i'll want to buy is Victoria Secrets. Yay for expencive habits!
So like the little link said TO MUCH INFORMATION BEYOND TIS POINT! So you've been warned!
Anyways when i started taking HRT my sex drive all but dissapeared which i didn't mind at all because it was more of an annoyance than anything good and orgasms were not worth it. At climax there is a little shot of plasure and it's very localized and ofer all very dissapointing. But over te last couple days i have started to get it back and one of the things about HRT is that after being on it for several months it changes how your body reacts to stimulations. And well last nigt i happened to feel espesially excited and let me just say... OMG!! =^_^=
Ok granted it does take a lot longer to get going than i used to but that is far from a problems and once the pleasure started, it would bild slow but surely and not just down there but now over my entire body with my whole body twitching and my nipples becoming vrey very sensitive. Granted i'm not sure if i truely climaxed but at the end, it wasn't just a shot and its over, i hit a peak and rolled with it for what seemed like a minute before starting to fall and if i kept up the stimulious it would shoot right back to the same peak. And then there was the after glow, i felt light as a feather and so at peace =i didn't want to do anything but lie there and be engulfed but my soft confudor.
Well that's about it i think, nothing else of any huge significance to report. well oter than i am currently downloading all the eisodes og Star Trek Voyager and The Pretender off bittorent because i can. I just remembered i finally started cleaning my room and i'm acutally getting close to making it a lot less cluttered, all i have left to remove is a mini fridge and huge collection of popular Science and Machanics magizines.
Love,
Lilly A. Noodle
=^_^=