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Hey all! New member, I'm still trying to figure all of this out, but I'm FtM, pretty sure non-op. I basically joined to read posts and maybe respond here and there, but I decided to post today looking for some help. I'm trying to help my partner understand whats going on, she is trying but I don't want to scare her. More complex is that when I am with her I don't feel uncomfortable being female, it's strictly with the rest of the world (But even around her I feel better being more masculine). The two of us have been trying to work together and figure out what works within that. But I don't really know exactly what I need and want yet, so explaining my needs to her has been extremely difficult seeing as I don't communicate well anyways. I'm essentially looking for advice on discovering and communicating what I need.
Thanks
~Adam formerly known as Ang ;-)

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