Something appears to be wrong.

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I've been on a very low dose of T for two days, so I don't know if has anything to do with it, but it's scaring me.  I'm still on Lupron to stop menstruation, too, because the dose is so low.

      It seems like I'm having the opposite effects of what should happen--I'm crying more, I feel horribly depressed, and my sex drive has plummeted.  I feel dead inside, and to repeat myself, I'm scared.  I was just fine, if a little nervous, before my first shot.  The next day I wanted to crawl into a corner and die.

     Is this supposed to happen?  Is something wrong?  Do I need to talk to a doctor?