yay for confusion

[juniper-hill.livejournal.com]

I'm a gender-questioning college student.  Some weeks, I just don't know if I'm a girl or a boy, as I've strongly felt as both during different times of my life.  I'm 18, so you think I'd know who I am by now, but I guess it's too much for me to hope for.  It's really stressful sometimes: I don't know how I'm gonna be spending my future, because being a girl would mean having to tell everyone that they haven't really known me this whole time, and I'd have to change schools.  But, I also feel male a lot of the time too... so ug!  I think it would be so nice just to know what my gender was, ya know?