Is my 'dysphoria' merely a dislike of masculinity?

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In Counselling today we stumbled upon the fact that I really don't like anything masculine...whether it exists within me or elsewhere... Is there more to it?

Arose as she was pushing the question as to whether I has any b-sexual tendencies...as though she expected I had....but the answer was..how could I be attracted to the masculine...when I reject the masculine?