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transI just wanted to post and get a little advice if you wouldn't mind.
I am very most likely f2m...very early in the whole process. For the last few months, I've been finding it increasingly difficult to consider myself female, leaning mostly toward male in my concious thought, if that makes any sense.
When I first read about what transgender and f2m were all about, the relief that washed over me, and yes, I've seen that written about, but to me, that's the perfect description on how I felt.
Today, I went out and spent money that I didn't have on a few mens shirts and a cap, aswell as a pair of reading glasses to change the image of my face. It didn't really bother me about what the cashier thought of my purchases...for all she knew, I could have been buying for a friend or family member. But I'm pretty sure she saw me holding them up against myself, but was still pretty friendly.
My question is, when you were this early in your transition, did you go out and buy the mens clothes to make you feel more comfortable in your own body, even though it was the wrong body?
I'd appreciate any feedback on this subject.
Cheers
I am very most likely f2m...very early in the whole process. For the last few months, I've been finding it increasingly difficult to consider myself female, leaning mostly toward male in my concious thought, if that makes any sense.
When I first read about what transgender and f2m were all about, the relief that washed over me, and yes, I've seen that written about, but to me, that's the perfect description on how I felt.
Today, I went out and spent money that I didn't have on a few mens shirts and a cap, aswell as a pair of reading glasses to change the image of my face. It didn't really bother me about what the cashier thought of my purchases...for all she knew, I could have been buying for a friend or family member. But I'm pretty sure she saw me holding them up against myself, but was still pretty friendly.
My question is, when you were this early in your transition, did you go out and buy the mens clothes to make you feel more comfortable in your own body, even though it was the wrong body?
I'd appreciate any feedback on this subject.
Cheers