Transition and still identify to a certain extent as bigender...?

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I have always identified not just as Transgender but Transsexual....but you know what, the more I research gender the less respect I have for gender boundaries....or boundaries between people in general.....I honestly feel that so much is conditioned and socially constructed....and how exactly I feel about my own identity varies depending on the situation....do gender fluid feelings dissipate when one actualy starts to live in ones new identity?... have others actually transitioned here and still accept a certain bigender element?....Think I probably always wil even though I'd clearly prefer not to have been born a man....and don't see the contradicition...