Being GenderQueer for your girlfriend, when you want to be trans.

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It's a constant fight within my mind on whether to keep my happiness with my girlfriend who prefers women and prefers women who think of themselves as women. I think of myself as more masculine then feminine and I don't know whether to stay true to myself or keep her happy.

Feedback is appreciated.
Not the Hallmark kind, the kind that`ll help me decide.