about after the drag show..
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transBasically....to keep it simple (cuz I don't really feel like explaining it all right now)...
After a drag show Friday night, around 3am, I sat down on the living room floor of a friend's apartment. Buzzed my head. Passed a mirror in the bathroom. Saw a boy in the mirror....1/8in hair, no earings, no nose piercing, extra short hairs resting on my shoulder and back. Took a shower. Came out in a towel. Sat down. And for the first time in my life...
I cried because of what I saw. I cried because it was the first time I had looked at my body and truely felt that it was wrong.
After a drag show Friday night, around 3am, I sat down on the living room floor of a friend's apartment. Buzzed my head. Passed a mirror in the bathroom. Saw a boy in the mirror....1/8in hair, no earings, no nose piercing, extra short hairs resting on my shoulder and back. Took a shower. Came out in a towel. Sat down. And for the first time in my life...
I cried because of what I saw. I cried because it was the first time I had looked at my body and truely felt that it was wrong.