I hate myself
Feb. 5th, 2003 09:06 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png){kind=small}
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transShalom there
I am back from the horid eshowe with my parents and all, and now have freedom, but I am feeling depressed because
1) I dont think i will ever get far with my transitioning , and if i dont transition before or during the age of 22 I will become ugly.
2) I am in a different type of university where i study alone and study via correspondence and i get lonely quickly and i spent all my money on alcohol because of my depresson.
3)On the 17th my communiction with the world would end...
4) if i dont transsition sometime this year, i will definately kill myself..
Danielle
I am back from the horid eshowe with my parents and all, and now have freedom, but I am feeling depressed because
1) I dont think i will ever get far with my transitioning , and if i dont transition before or during the age of 22 I will become ugly.
2) I am in a different type of university where i study alone and study via correspondence and i get lonely quickly and i spent all my money on alcohol because of my depresson.
3)On the 17th my communiction with the world would end...
4) if i dont transsition sometime this year, i will definately kill myself..
Danielle