I'm going insane

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My world is changing
As i try to find myself
For every step i take
Forward
Pushed back two i feel
Responsibility
That I take on uncertain
If i’m ready or where
To began
Alas i try only
Wanting to explore
Here
And there
Or who i am, should be
Finding myself i try
While the world keeps
Pushing me back
Who i am i know
Or think i do
Yet i must hide
For the world does not
See me as i do!
They only see with
Their eyes but not with
Heart as i do
So you wonder where
The paper is as
I am going insane