Formal Introduction...
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transHello everyone;
I joined this community a few days ago hoping to get to know some other people like me and just read some posts and i figured since i came this far why now introduce myself right? So anyways, my real name is Jonathan or Jon doesnt matter but I started this particular journal for me as Kaitlyn. Im 19 years old now just turned so in January. I love to run, I ran for my High school all four years cross country indoor and outdoor track, I move around alot because of my dads job, and Im attending a community college now because I have no idea what I want to do in the future. As for why I have joined this community I know I have some Gender Dissorder and im leaning more twards Transgender everyday but Im soo scared. I have recently come out to a few of my friends all girls so far. I have yet to tell my best friend Brian it scares me to death to think that something would happen to our friendship hes one of the best friends ive ever had. I came out to my parents a couple years ago but have since told them all those feelings have since gone away after a 4 month period with the worlds worst Psychologist! I had been seeing this guy for depression and finally decided to let out what was really bothering me. I was 17 at the time and this had been my deep dark secrete that noone knew for years. Following this huge break through for me my psychologist spent the following four sessions trying to convince me that I was just gay! Well this now being two years later Im restarting my "comming out" and hopefully gaining answers to what I really want. I started to watch that HBO movie last night but i got 50 min into it and it was horribly depressing seeing him going through what im just now taking my first steps into so I turned it off. Well now that I have introduced myself and a little more Im going to stop now before I bore you all.
XOXOXO
Kaitlyn
I joined this community a few days ago hoping to get to know some other people like me and just read some posts and i figured since i came this far why now introduce myself right? So anyways, my real name is Jonathan or Jon doesnt matter but I started this particular journal for me as Kaitlyn. Im 19 years old now just turned so in January. I love to run, I ran for my High school all four years cross country indoor and outdoor track, I move around alot because of my dads job, and Im attending a community college now because I have no idea what I want to do in the future. As for why I have joined this community I know I have some Gender Dissorder and im leaning more twards Transgender everyday but Im soo scared. I have recently come out to a few of my friends all girls so far. I have yet to tell my best friend Brian it scares me to death to think that something would happen to our friendship hes one of the best friends ive ever had. I came out to my parents a couple years ago but have since told them all those feelings have since gone away after a 4 month period with the worlds worst Psychologist! I had been seeing this guy for depression and finally decided to let out what was really bothering me. I was 17 at the time and this had been my deep dark secrete that noone knew for years. Following this huge break through for me my psychologist spent the following four sessions trying to convince me that I was just gay! Well this now being two years later Im restarting my "comming out" and hopefully gaining answers to what I really want. I started to watch that HBO movie last night but i got 50 min into it and it was horribly depressing seeing him going through what im just now taking my first steps into so I turned it off. Well now that I have introduced myself and a little more Im going to stop now before I bore you all.
XOXOXO
Kaitlyn