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A very odd dream?
Feb. 17th, 2002 04:16 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png){kind=small}
rainbow-roo.livejournal.comI ended up going to bed pretty late last night - around 4 or 5 in the morning.
That's not usually a precursor for me to dream - or at least remember my dreams..but I remember having quite an odd one. The details are very hazy.. I can't really remember much - except that I had gone through with a male to female operation. I remember not having told my folks about it - and I don't think a lot of things necessarily made sense in the dream.. I doubt I'd do something like that without consulting them. ..But I had done it - and although I hadn't taken the (?) medication that goes along with such a program.. I had pretty much had myself changed in a strategic location.
I remember getting panicked afterwards..sort of a 'you've gone past a point of no return' feeling? The whole dream has me quite confused because at current I'm quite content with my physical aspects despite who and what I am on the inside. Is there anyone about who has had the change - and felt slightly panicked afterwards? I'm guessing one would probably feel quite liberated to an extent or very happy at least. I was fine with it - but I just remember feeling really panicked..
That's not usually a precursor for me to dream - or at least remember my dreams..but I remember having quite an odd one. The details are very hazy.. I can't really remember much - except that I had gone through with a male to female operation. I remember not having told my folks about it - and I don't think a lot of things necessarily made sense in the dream.. I doubt I'd do something like that without consulting them. ..But I had done it - and although I hadn't taken the (?) medication that goes along with such a program.. I had pretty much had myself changed in a strategic location.
I remember getting panicked afterwards..sort of a 'you've gone past a point of no return' feeling? The whole dream has me quite confused because at current I'm quite content with my physical aspects despite who and what I am on the inside. Is there anyone about who has had the change - and felt slightly panicked afterwards? I'm guessing one would probably feel quite liberated to an extent or very happy at least. I was fine with it - but I just remember feeling really panicked..