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[genocideboy.livejournal.com]

ugh.
i don't think i can do this.
i can't tell my teachers, not even my parents.
i can't even write a simple note to show them.
i'm going to be called by my disgusting birth name for the rest of my life.
i'm going to be refered to as 'she' and 'her' forever.
i'm not going to grow up to be the boy i want to be.

what am i going to do?