trans | Feb. 18th, 2004

I came home today after work and found out some not so good news. See, my moms is a very sick woman. She has no stomach, she cant walk, she has some brain damage...well the list can go on. She told me that she needed to talk to me...but it wasnt something i did. So i asked her to just tell me right there and then instead of making me wait until i was done feeding our dogs. So she goes on to tell me how our doctor is going to do a test on her liver. She has told me that she lost another 7lbs. Well she now is at 74lbs. But mind you, She was at like 94lbs while ago. I know she takes alot of medicine...and she eats quite abit for having no stomach, but she keeps on losing. This doesnt look so good. I am not trying to think of it as i am losing her soon, but i keep on thinking about it even though i dont. Like i am having a nightmare. I dont know what i am going to do! I am so lost, and confused.

I need this....