Humidity (cross-posted)

[tay-en-pointe.livejournal.com]

this day is creeping by me
with annoying cloying notice
this day will only get darker
and then i will sleep
and dream
and wake
and then it will be the same fucking day again

but it wont
not exactly
my timezone is not contingent
my focus beckons yours
my issues need hearing
my ears have very nice and soft airplane earplugs in

this fuckin life
what did they all expect
i feel sometimes like a rat in a cage
running the halls til i get a shot or get shot
the view is pretty outside
but its behind a glass i cant go past

fuck that shit
fuck fuck fuck
i'm me, dammit

i love my life, even the bad parts
i think i get off on the bad shit
it makes my limp clit hard
it makes me wet without sweating
it fucks my head without fucking my pussy
cuz for me a pussy costs about 40 grand

if you want one ladened with realistic likeness

gimme a deal
mattress on my back
as the sun makes the top of your shoulders
sweat
so hot
and wet but not the good kind of wet
i just recently learned about

fuck this shit

shi
she
she ....
.... smiles
softly
looking down
she is so an alien
she is unaware she has two feet that work
she walks, tenuously

she cries
for no good reason
she cries
cuz water fills her eyes til she cant see
she cries
cuz deep down
it suits her
and she wants it
she needs that salt
dammit

figure it out