Crossdressing

[serielle.livejournal.com]

Hello. I'm an 18 year old male who, after ten years of repression, has finally admitted to himself that he's rather be a woman.

I've done a lot of reading since then. For the most part when reading about people's childhood, I notice a ton of similarites, however the one thing that's never matched up in any of the autobiographies I've read is crossdressing. I've never crossdressed, and I've never felt the urge to do so. I was quite surprised by how frequently I encountered it, and for a while I wondered if that meant I wasn't really transgendered.

Essentially I'm wondering what everyone else's experiences are, since I haven't seen one account of a transsexual who hasn't crossdressed. Is this uncommon, or is it that no one has mentioned it?

testosterone

[mjjd80.livejournal.com]

Hey my name is Josh and I'm new on this forum. I just wanted to know if there were any guys here that arent on testosterone and would like to know your reasons why you chose not to get on t. also if not on testosterone, are you on any kind of anti-hormone or anti-estrogen treatment?
also there are people out there that took t just to get the wanted effects of t and then get off. or guys who got on t and perhaps received unwanted side effects so then got off. i would like to know your reasons as well.
i would like to know all your experiences regarding this. please anyone feel free to post, id greatly appreciate it. thanks so much