A pondering...

[anne78.livejournal.com]

Ok, I have been full time now for... thinks... well it must be about 6 months and I know I pass. But I have noticed something curious has been happening lately.

When people call me Anne, Ma'am or use feminine pronouns, I am no longer happy they are getting it "right" but instead it feels wrong! When my parents accidentally call me by my old name or use male pronouns it annoys me as I know it is wrong. But at the same time it feels right! (If that makes sense)

Is this just normal? Do I just have to get used to hearing a name and references to me different from the ones I have heard for the past 25 years? Or is it my mind telling me I'm not really TS!

Mind you, if I'm not TS I'm not detransitioning! I would much prefer to be a female and it to feel weird being called "Miss" than I would pretending to be male again! lol

Introductions

[tgirlvalentine.livejournal.com]

Hi, hello, Salutations, Mikaela here, in the midwest currently. Tgirl attempting to rise. I dont know much about LJ, and I mostly write about things im' thinking about, or feelnig, not so much about people or the goings on of my life. So...umm...yeah, i'll be around!

always

Mikaela