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Do any of you intersexed folks (or mtf folks, since I'm cross posting this) go through a severe emotional process as you get older and see (seemingly) more pregnant women when you're out and about? I'm kinda fighting with this right now. I have had this sort of thing off and on for the past 6 years or so, but in the last 2 it has gotten progressively worse. The desire to bear my own children and go through the experiences of pregnancy has been really really strong in the last 2 years, and even led to pseudocyesis once. It's really intense and somewhat bothersome, but I know it's also natural. But it's frustrating! Boy oh boy is it frustrating! Anyone care to share similar experiences or thoughts?