friends attention please!!!

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SRS for the FTM (female-to-male) is more complex and not as technically advanced, usually requiring several separate surgeries. It's easier to create female genitalia from male genitals than visa-versa, since structurally male genitals are basically female genitalia turned inside-out, with the testes corresponding to the ovaries and penis to the clitoris. The cost of SRS for the MTF varies from $4000 to $20k-plus, and $40k to $60k-plus for the FTM..

what does it mean?isn't there any advanced srs for FTMs..i mean advance research is on MTFs srs and not on FTMs srs..O' GOD..where should i go now.frineds i am really depressed severly.and i know i have been sock for 1 year very badly..i see that i have short life now..GOD has done bad joke.if i go for cure i would get what..only artificial testicles which may create infections in future and 1/2 inches penis..:((
God is not good.
regards.

i've real;ised myself but ashemd of being so...

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TS. Transsexual. A person who has a deep, core identity of the gender opposite to their born sex. It's often expressed at an early age, as young as three or four. Transsexuals can't be "cured" except through hormones and surgery and often go through guilt and confusion about their gender identity and try to suppress it, which is inevitably impossible and usually only find peace when they accept who they are and begin their transformation..
i think it's true..i've realised myself that GOD has done joke with me in this way..without transforming to male gender ,i can not live even normal life..happiness is very far to think..but the worst joke that i am in a country where such problem cant even be thought of and if the people here come to know they try to kill such a person like i am..huh..bad joke..the worst joke number 2 that i have not even a single penny and i have my aunts in canada and usa but they are as selfish as they can be..
GOD has done a bad joke..
i hate
may GOD bless u all
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differences between male nad female bodies??

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friends i wanna know differences between male and female bodies?i knwo little about the bone structure difference but i also want to know about muscles differences among them..and let me knkow frineds does an FTM get changed his muscles/veins etc in h is body or they remain like before srs and like females??
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tell me?

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tell me psychological gender identity for a bio-female as a male is natural if it's been existing since age of 3/5 years?does such gender identity biological?
regards.